Jumat, 16 Oktober 2015

USANG NAMUN TERKENANG

Beberapa hari lalu gue lagi libur kerja dan waktu libur gue, gue gunain buat sekedar beberes rumah kaya nyapu, ngepel, lap-lap dan beresin barang-barang lama gue yang udah usang . hahahaha.. tapi orangnya masih tetep fresh dan oke ko.
Nah akhirnya di tumpukan barang-barang gue yang ada di lemari, gue menemukan beberapa barang yang menurut gue itu adalah barang yang sangat berarti dan penuh dengan kenangan.
Udah lumayan lawas juga si padahal. Berikut benda-benda yang gue dapati ketika itu, ga semua gue jabarin disini, hanya beberapa yang menurut gue berkesan aja. Here they are:
1.      Suling
Nahh, ini suling dulu tuh kalau ga salah pas gue SD apa ya. Kalau ga salah lho ya, ini suling tuh satu-satunya instrumen musik yang gue pelajari pas sd dengan kata lain, intrumen musik pertama yang gue pelajari. Hehehehe jadi inget dulu niup-niup suling ampe muncrat ludah gue dan tu suling penuh dengan ludah. Iyuuuhh. Menurut gue emang paling gampang si suling ya tapi perlu pernapasan yang kuat buat maininnya.
Nah kalau sekarang kebanyakan anak-anak SD bukan mainin suling lagi tapi pianika. Sama aja si sebenernya niup-niup juga buat maininya.
Tapi serius deh, gue ga bisa mainin satu lagupun pake suling. Hahaha
2.      Foto close up pas SMA
Nahhh lho, ini foto adalah foto jaman gue SMA.
Jadi tuh ceritanya dulu pas ospek SMA senior gue nyuruh kita-kita anak baru buat bikin surat cinta buat salah satu senior favoritnya berserta foto close up kita (pengirim) nah lebih sadisnya lagi disuruh pakein cap bibir, ohhhhhh my God. Nahhh begnya gue dulu tuh,gue lakuin sampe-sampe gue ke studio foto profesional, hahahah... too much kan, dan lebih gilanya lagi gue sampe pinjem lipstik nyokap gue buat bikin cap bibir gue. Ga banget kan.
Nahh setelah kajadian ospek itu kelar ya kan, senior favorit gue yang gue kirimin surat kaya beda gitu sama gue, mungkin geli atau terpana tau apalah. Ga tau juga gue.
Tapi over all ospek SMA gue kebanyakan ga jelas, buang-buang energi, dana dan waktu. Ga jelas ospek begitu alias ga mendidik.
Ya kali yang ospekin juga beda paling 1 tahun, 2 tahun ma kita, tau apa ya kan tentang bagaimana ngebimbing anak-anak baru.
3.      Buku diary
Ya buku diary gue semasa gue kecil dan abg. Hahahah...
Masih gue simpan dengan baik buku diary-diary gue dari gue SD, SMP, dan SMA, tapi ada beberapa yang udah musnah sih.
Gue coba buka-buka lagi buku diary gue dan wakwaw.... lucu juga sih bacanya, mengharukan, sedih, aneh ya campur aduk deh. Bahasa anak-anak banget dan jujur banget, dalem banget kayanya pas lagi nulis.
Memang gue udah suka nulis dari jaman gue SD ampe sekarang. Bedanya kalau dulu gue rutin beli buku diary dan kebiasaan bocah-bocah dulu kalau gue lagi ulang tahun pasti ngadoinnya buku diary yang ada gemboknya gitu. Hahhaa. So sweet ya dulu. Duluuuuuuuuu!
Nah kalau sekarang ngetik, hahahah.... bukan berarti ga mampu buat beli buku diary tapi teknologi udah canggih ya kan. Manfaatkan donk. Kalau dulu tulisan-tulisan unyu-unyu gue disimpen di buku diary sekarang gue simpen di laptop dan beberapa gue share ke blog pribadi gue.
Bukan tanpa alasan lho ya gue bikin blog ini, ada beberapa alasan yang mendasari gue buat bikin blog. Tapi itu nanti ya di tulisan gue berikutnya aja.
Udah segitu aja dulu barang-barang usang yang gue ceritain. Next time gue hunting barang-barang yang lain lagi, yang pasti lebih oke.
Alright inilah tulisan gue buat hari ini, semoga menghibur para pembacanya ya. Mohon maaf kalau ada kata yang kurang berkenan karena tujuan gue nulis bukan buat menghujat tapi sekedar berbagi pemikiran dan perasaan.

Goodluck. 

Kamis, 15 Oktober 2015

The Lovely October


In 1991 It’s wonderful and great month for my family. This was the moment which my parents really waited. It was the time. Yes the time for me to join million people in this world. I have been sent here to do something, to feel something, to understand something and to learn something and i love being here. Yes here, the place where I live now and u as well but not all of us know when our time will be over here and live in another place and we also still don’t know if our future place will be better or even worse than before, it depends on us and depends what we do since we live, but hopefully all of us will be in better place later on.
Thank God you have been trusted to my parents to look after me so far, you make us happy, strong and full of blessing.
Thank you Mom, you have been very patient to me for more than 23 years, and I realize that I have so many mistakes to you, sometime I make you sad and angry as well but what you do is always something good and great to me. I love you mom.
And for my dad, thanks my king. You always work hard for my life, your silence, your madness, your joking, all of them is wonderful thing.
Day by day, I feel like my time will be over here and I think I haven’t done something good and worth it for the life. Many bad things and even useless things that I have done.
I know very well that your love is unconditional love for me. I always pray to God that I will get a man who can love me like you do.
Sometimes I feel so guilty and regret with myself. I can’t handle myself, I can hire myself in better way, I have still many flaws and mistakes.  I admit it.
In this lovely month, I will fix all the things that aren’t good. God help me please.
So in the end I can get something good and better than I always imagine,.aamiin.
My birthday will be in this month, and oh my God, I am not getting old, am I? ;)
But it’s ok, getting old is natural, the most important one is being mature, open minded and better person, because sometimes old people are not mature enough in their way, they act and think like a child.
I have to make some lists of my resolution. It is my regular habit every year so i can recognize and make plan to reach and make them come true with all of my struggles.
Moreover, thank God, from my 15 resolutions, at least two or three is being true and I got them. I hope that.
And you know, do u want to know my big resolution?
Hmm alright, this is a very secret actually only me and God who know it but in this opportunity I am going to tell you about it, alright are you ready to know? Hahaha
My biggest resolution is getting married
And my biggest thank for all the people who always understand me, always accompany me, always share with me and always love me unconditionally, my best pray for all of you. I love you. Good luck for us and God bless us as well.